No Luck of the Irish for Me

Its been another few weeks, but I didn't necessarily want to post back to back since my Crohn's disease anniversary blog came just days after my last full post, Always Another Appointment. And then, of course, Saturdays post happened - Getting Hopes Up To Be Let Down - and I couldn't focus on this post … Continue reading No Luck of the Irish for Me

Getting Hopes Up To Be Let Down

Getting Hopes Up To Be Let Down - It Could Be Worse Blog - Mary Horsley

I really didn't want to talk about this, but I have to get the words out before they eat me up inside. Infertility is a pretty traumatizing thing to have to deal with. Month after month of getting your hopes up and being let down. It's a cycle of what-ifs leading to negative outcomes. Each … Continue reading Getting Hopes Up To Be Let Down

Painsomniac

Oh, my.  I am the worst at consistency with posting. I think it is safe to say I'll post when I can. This post comes with multiple days and many levels of exhaustion. I hope it all makes sense. Well, it is 4:34 a.m. on Tuesday morning. I have a photo shoot today and I … Continue reading Painsomniac

Secret Thoughts & Feelings

⚠ Trigger Warning: this post discusses depression, anxiety, and suicide. ⚠ This past March I tried to kill myself and only four people truly knew about it. Philip. My sister. Her husband. And the police officer who visited the house -after my sister called them that night. That's it. It wasn't glamorous, it was ugly. … Continue reading Secret Thoughts & Feelings

10 Days Later

My last blog post was around 10 days ago. What a slacker I feel like lately. To be fair, I have been busier than usual and my body is still adjusting to running around all the time. I have been pushing myself nonstop it seems.  I do too much and I inevitably regret it for … Continue reading 10 Days Later

50 Months of Infertility

I know that today isn't blog day, but my heart is a little heavy this morning. My body likes to play games with me.  My body likes to play cruel tricks on my mind. Every month, without fail, I get my hopes up and I think that Baby Horsley could be in the making. Just … Continue reading 50 Months of Infertility

‘Tis the Season…

Today being blog post Friday, I knew I couldn't leave you guys this week without posting before the holiday festivities. So, I planned this one out and wrote a little each day, and I will try to be quick so you can get back to your long weekend and your parties.  'Tis the season for … Continue reading ‘Tis the Season…